Welp, I'm on my way to the gym now. I feel like I've eaten so much today :(

Peanut butter and jelly sandwhich, 80 cal pack of organic cheese puffs, chocolate chip oatmeal cookie, stir fry veggies, small can of v8. I don't even have the patience to count the calories right now, I just know I'm not going to burn that much at the gym :( On the plus side, I am sore from my ab workout yesterday which means it's workingg :)

Hope you girls have had a great day! Stay strong. <3

I love how it takes me FOREVER to get on track. It's like I fake myself out about three times and then I finally get into a routine. So ridiculous. Today was the first day I'd gone to the gym since THURSDAY. So much for my super motivated post. My boyfriend had Friday - Monday off which he never does so I basically stayed inside my apartment all weekend. We did NOTHING, but lay around in bed and watch TV, so just when I'd kicked me depression, not leaving the house or doing anything but watching TV for four days kind of put me back into it and today's the first day I've talked myself into doing anything. I haven't done any sort of homework or studying for an entire week and my drive for anything is completely gone. Oh, and I've gained 2 pounds since Thursday.

Current weight : 156. Oh yay. How disgusting.

Today's intake: oatmeal with strawberries. 150. 3 glasses of water. I don't know what else I'll be eating today.

Out take: 20 minutes on the eliptical, 10 minutes on the bike, 10 minutes on the treadmill, arms & abs.

Here's to hoping it won't be another week before I do anything again.

Okay, I'm back in the game.

It's pretty sad it takes me getting completely disgusted with myself to get motivated again, but I guess it's better than it never happening at all. I've still got a lot of work to do, but it just feels right this time. I know I'll get it done.

Since it was my first day at the gym in I don't even know how long, I didn't get much done, but I know it'll get better. I spent 20 minutes on the treadmill and 10 minutes on the bike. I'm going to do my ab work out in a second too.

I weighed myself and I was 154 lbs. The last time I weighed myself (at a gym on a different scale) around the 2nd week of January I was almost 170 lbs. Think the scales could be that different or have I actually lost that much weight? Who knows.

I haven't eaten too horribly today...

half a Rockstar, apple cinnamon muffin (not super awful because I baked them and they're completely organic) peanut butter and jelly sandwhich.

I haven't eaten dinner yet. I'm probably just going to have a spinach salad. I've had lots of water today which is good and I took all of the candy my family's sent me for Valentine's over to my neighbors this afternoon so I won't have that to tempt me.

Wish me luck. I can't stop again.